Darrel Rosales

Natawa na lang ako sa sarili ko ngayong araw na toh! Parang lumipas ang isang araw na walang nangyari... pahinga, net (Friendster, upload pics ng haus namin), chat (with my kapatids everywhere in the world)... kain (chicken nuggets and hotdog), hilata, nood TV (Ruffa and Ai and Game Ka na ba?), basa magazine(PC Buyer's Guide), kain ulit (tinapay with Chezee and Sprite) at eto computer ulit!

Walang kakwenta-kwentang araw! (E bakit? Bakit di ako lumabas? bakit di ako naglakwatsa? Nanood movie o nag-Starbucks man lang or Coffee Bean? o kaya nag-window shopping?) Ah ewan! Basta ang alam ko wala akong pera at naghihintay ako ng SWELDO!!! wahahaha!!!

Sabayan pa raw ng nananakit kong tuhod (Quadriceps Tendinitis at Plasma Fasis! NOSEBLEED ka noh?!!!) at napakainit na panahon e di syempre no choice and katoto nyo kundi ang tumengga sa bahay! Hahaha!! Nakakatawa... but I just can't imagine my self wasting my time doing all these crazy stuff! Parang bumalik ako sa Katamaran days ko nung College! (as if naman may time na masipag ako nun?! Baka tamaan ako ng kidlat!) hahaha!!

Pero alam nyo ang sarap rin pala ng feeling na ganito... yung tipong you don't care of what's happening outside! Di ko naman sinasabing I'm encouraging yo na maging tamad FOREVER! But you know what, parang habang nangyayari tong mga bagay na sinabi ko kanina... natagpuan ko and PEACE OF MIND... Ahhh...ewan! Basta yun yung feeling! Wala kang iniisp kundi ang sarili mo at ang nagugutom mong sikmura! hahaha!!!

BASTA! Pag may time and space kayo... lalo na kung kayo lang ang tao sa house! Try nyo to... but don't force your self kc di kayo mag-eenjoy! Yung tipong pag naisipan at naramdaman nyo ang calling (may ganun) ng peace of mind maiisip nyo to.. Nakaka-RELAX... yet you get a chance to recharge your self for another challenging week! While waiting for the payday... hahaha!!!

Posted at 09:11 am by busyman
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it's easy to say that I am okay... yet deep inside there's this what we call as yearning... I don't know what I am longing and looking for...

One day, I woke up with tears and looking for someone to talk to, someone to discuss everything that I am thinking of...someone who will understand and someone who will just simply listen and react about what I'm saying...

I miss my friends... I miss my family... I miss my "old" self! I miss everything that I am doing before... and I think I'm missing my life..

hope everything will turn out fine...

Posted at 06:16 pm by busyman
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Spending my 24th birthday in Mindoro was I think one of the best gifts I've had through the years....

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by just simply looking at the corners of this new house that we have, I can definitely say that being away with my family (my ate, pamangkins and kuya) was worth it!

Sometimes we really just have to part ways for a better life... INDEED! It was a SUCCESS for us!

HOME SWEET HOME!!! GETTING READY FOR A BETTER CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR!!!

Posted at 02:57 am by busyman
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The Turning Point!

"I was never afraid of failure, for i would sooner fail than not be among the best." -John Keats

This is the most powerful quote I've ever read... Why this quote? Well gee, it tells me almost everything about what we call LIFE!

Never be afraid of failure. Everyday, we always ask ourselves some questions like "Will I win this battle or not?", "Where will this decision take me?", "Will I be noticed if I do this? or will I end up still being a loser?".... You don't mess up with the Zohan especially these days! Don't mess up with yourself!

Be Optimistic and never get tired of trying new things! Don't doubt your personal capabilities! And lastly, never ever think that you're a FAILURE! No one fails unless they give up, the BEST people have had experienced a lot of difficulties before they became one of the highly appreciated ones...

Thanks to John Keats! You've given my life more chances, for everytime that I'll stumble, for every wound i'll get, for every blood that will flow and for every tears that might fall... I will always keep on fighting... this time... FAILURE is not my game anymore... I'm done with it!

Let's all be stronger, braver and be always at our BEST! Godspeed everyone!

Posted at 02:45 am by busyman
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As time goes bye bye bye...

as time goes by... it's becoming easier for me to leave this country...

my mom seems to have a better life now (new house, no worries and healthy life)...

my sisters are on the right way of living with their own families...

my work has given me enough opportunities to be what i wanted to be...

and my lovelife seems to be a desert of lonesome stories...

THINK! it's about to move on, but still counting on things that might change my decision...

LONESOME and HOPING....

what if...

what if i wake up one day...realizing that you don't deserve my love...

that you don't deserve my sacrifices...that you don't deserve all my efforts

will you be there to hold me back? will you be there to say that "I need you" or

"Please don't go"...? or will you just let me go without any questions....?

say you love me... don't wait for me to say "I Love You" everytime... coz you'll

never know until when i can take everything... coz you'll never know until when i

can accept the fact that I'm just nothing to you....

Posted at 01:29 am by busyman
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That's me, ate she and ate khey... playing with the squid rolls...hahaha!!!

HAHAHA!!! I had a great time with my kapatids... this was the first night that we went out together... we enjoyed the night at Ratsky Malate, with Ate NingNing, Kuya Mhel and Derek. (below) it was remarkable for me because this was the first time that my ate she gave me a pack of cigarette and the first night that I was able to smoke in front of them...(see that ash tray? That's mine!) hehehe... Saya!!!!!

Posted at 04:59 am by busyman
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they call me coach but i don't play basketball...haha! I give them feedback and I give everything that they need on the floor, I support them, and I value them... some call them as agent... but I cal them my DBARKADS!

Here's one of our pics when we had our Post XMAS celebration...from left that's me, Eiann, Ernest, Karl, Dennis, Charles and Edwin...jojo took the picture... sorry man!hehehe

Sometimes it's really nice to look at the past and remeber the good things you've done together. It just so happened that we really need to part ways to survive! I miss you Team Phoenix!

Posted at 03:22 am by busyman
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it was a very happy and merry xmas... you will see in this pic my ate she (left) with my nephew migel and then inay, ate khey and my nephew vince... at the back are my brothers-in-law kuya rodel and kuya mhel... hehehe... exchange gift, food trippings and a lot of time to play with my pamangkins... I will surely miss this!!! I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH!!!!

Posted at 02:45 am by busyman
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with me in this pic are burnz and mandy... heheh... on our way to watch the basketball game of our account... waiting for the van and hahaha!!! this was the time when burnz fingers were caught off the van's door... hahaha!!! "Ouch! huhuh...

Posted at 01:55 am by busyman
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